The Lifeguard

-- that's the title of a huge folder i got today.
yes, i know, that makes perfect sense!!

i'm doing a lifeguarding course that started today - so i can hopefully get a summer job, because i really need the money! and to be perfectly honest, the only reason i wrote tonight is to mention the guys - hehehe lol! i normally go to things where i don't know anyone in the hope that i can 'be someone i'm not' (ie more confident), but if i start off like that it normally just fizzles out after a while. but (i'm hoping...(!)) it's not going to fizzle out this time. it's probably a lot because i'm one of only 2 girls and guys (of which there are 4) are SO MUCH easier to talk to, in a sense, and they are much more socially accepting (strange as that may seem!). anyway, they're all a great laugh, and myself and the other girl (who didn't know anyone either) have been talking to especially one guy (who happens to be the oldest) who didn't know the others (who also happens to be the most 'mature' (haha) and the least interested in finding a 'push' or 'pull' sign broken off a door and sticking it on the front of his pants for a laugh......). oh yes and by the way, he also happens to be the hottest!! lol. yes well i'm only a girl!! hehe

anyway, that's about it!! lol
bye!
xxx

URL

i didnt want to download this video so i couldnt upload it here, but here's the URL - more for myself than anyone else i suppose, but i wont lose it here!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GE4QJsqBa5Y

xxx